my life not perfect like u see !!

I am concerned to view my life maybe very strange for me, if i'm not grateful. I live in families that maybe you can call it rich and enough with affection. but any words of the proverb is true, if there are no words for happy people. when I was there, I just want to be a major. I know and really know, if not all of my friends can get the beauty of family. but I feel distinguished with my parents, they look more like pity that other than me. huh ..
I feel like want to cry and I said, if my life is not fully perfect. parents always have the time for me, but they do not like to have a heart. they never think of me in schools that have a very high level. they also do not think how I'm in school when they are going squabble. they do not care, and do not want to care such as :(

want to be normally !!

pengen normal-normal aja di sekolah. ke sekolah bener2 dengan niat mulia, yaitu belajar.
tapi kok beda cerita yaa. huhuhu kadang2 semangat, kadang2 males.
dasar sekolah !! padahal udah bertahun2 gue ga pernah suka ma orang, eh tiba-tiba tiba-tiba .. wkwk
BT ahh. but i need someone. (udah ada kevin) XD