this is might be stupid, idiot, or crazy..
I talk about this thing one hundred times, and also reject this thing for one hundred times.
I fall, fail, tired, dizzy, crazy about it, often..
what I just talked about? kekekek, I'm talking about him. this is not him for something fake like "heechul", this "him" for a real.
lets go back for 2 years ago, ah maybe 3 years ago. I'm graduated from high school already, so its clearly 3 years. -suddenly I don't wanna tell you the story-
time go passed away. sometimes we were being so close, at the same the atmosphere between us really awkward. let me say that we care about each other, but we never talked like much, we even get struggle with no reason. I mean, I start to hate him when he close with another girl.
.....
now, I'm in college already. I hate my campus, I hate the town, I hate all the things here, with no rational reasons. I just hate it all, and it makes me don't want to survive. I will out no matter what! I cry a lot every night, pray to God to let me out from here.
and.... do you know, what makes me really want to survive, is him. -I really don't need to tell you where I would stay-
is it destiny? we will stay at the same town, and just right now he told me that I can call him if I have a problem. hm. I mean... if he wasn't sent me a word like that, I really will out. and tonight maybe I would cry again.
ilyr
I talk about this thing one hundred times, and also reject this thing for one hundred times.
I fall, fail, tired, dizzy, crazy about it, often..
what I just talked about? kekekek, I'm talking about him. this is not him for something fake like "heechul", this "him" for a real.
lets go back for 2 years ago, ah maybe 3 years ago. I'm graduated from high school already, so its clearly 3 years. -suddenly I don't wanna tell you the story-
time go passed away. sometimes we were being so close, at the same the atmosphere between us really awkward. let me say that we care about each other, but we never talked like much, we even get struggle with no reason. I mean, I start to hate him when he close with another girl.
.....
now, I'm in college already. I hate my campus, I hate the town, I hate all the things here, with no rational reasons. I just hate it all, and it makes me don't want to survive. I will out no matter what! I cry a lot every night, pray to God to let me out from here.
and.... do you know, what makes me really want to survive, is him. -I really don't need to tell you where I would stay-
is it destiny? we will stay at the same town, and just right now he told me that I can call him if I have a problem. hm. I mean... if he wasn't sent me a word like that, I really will out. and tonight maybe I would cry again.
ilyr
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